Wednesday, April 12, 2006

I simply love you

Give me just one reason for not loving you
In case of I die, I wouldn’t leave you
Laying in your embrace is what I wanted most
A little moment that I wanna reach at any cost
No thunder nor rain I find, but only calm circumstance
Greeting the angels who spread their bless not for a glance

Destiny shows my path
Enable me to feel a love I long to fight
Shine my life with intolerable delight
That sometimes makes me cry in a thankful night
I find you, honey, as another reason for my breath

Pardon me if I can’t be there for you
Always holding you, taking your hand,
Running in your beautiful field of love
A field where our generation will be blossom from
Hold it my love, for I’m trying to build a better life for us
It’s not easy I know, but I’m willing to be bloody for
Take some passion and patient to win this war
Also understanding, holy trust, and dignity

It is April 9th, when you started to cry explaining why you can’t love me. That was the night when I first hold you and wipe your tears. I felt so mad at him for letting you down that bad, and at me, too, for letting this to happen while I know that I was able to prevent it.

A moment later, the stars out there disappeared, covered by smooth cloud. There was peace as the tick of rain poured to the earth. It made me think Something Up There shared His tears upon us, who were holding each other very tightly.

We’re whispering each other, carefully not to break that beautiful silence night. Suddenly I feel the magic in the air, and then our breath covered the atmosphere in your Jazz. You shared the stars on your body to mine, and finally we’ll never forget 'a hundred and twenty six'.

“I was born under the 9 sign,” I whispered very slowly in your shoulder.

But you just sighed and didn’t reply. You showed the same response when I asked you to explain the true feeling you hide down under.

Now honey… we promise to keep this love. Although miles away distance separates us, hardly gives chance to meet each other. In this situation, I realize that it might be you who will be the mom of my unborn-yet-children, otherwise you’ll be one person in my life who just comes and passes by.

I don’t know about it, I really don’t know… All I know is that I love you, and never want to hurt you, now and forever…

May God guides me.

dewihujan said...
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turabul-aqdam said...
9+7=7

aargghhh... tidaaaak.... kamu menelanku!

but I'd love to. ghehe..

:-)
dewihujan said...
I read your posting many times. In the blessing of God, I hope I can be the woman of you in the rest chapters of your life. Not come and pass by.
Well, I think I'm not too extrovert to say so in your blog, which is seen by people.
dewihujan said...
You'd love to what? Did I? :-)
turabul-aqdam said...
jadi aku hilang ditelan sisi dominanmu? selama ga menyakitkan sih 'i'd love to' aja. hahah...

BTW, have i told u here that I love you?

well, I L O V E Y O U .

*never get bored to do and say it :)
Anonymous said...
hikhikshiks i love u too

embun pembasuh luka
turabul-aqdam said...
Udin, luka itu... dibasuh ama betadine, kasih air hangat, terus diperban biar nggak infeksi.

jangan dikasih embun, geblek!

'U' di sini maksudmu 'gilang' apa 'aku'.

Kalau maksudmu 'gilang' aku akan "membunuhmu", tapi kalau maksudmu 'aku', berarti gilang yang akan "membunuhmu".

hehe.. gak lah. kami sepakat semua orang boleh mencintai kami, asalkan memahami bahwa hati kami sudah terikat satu sama lain.
Anonymous said...
ha, kau mau membunuhku. bukankah sebelum janur kuning melengkung, Gilang, eh cinta masih milik bersama. enak aja kau. belum2 sudah sok memiliki. ati2 tuch Gilang. mending cari yang kayak gue, SETIA, yayaya 100%

"...asalkan memahami bahwa hati kami sudah terikat satu sama lain"

aku mengikuti ceritanya kok. yach, have a nice day. sekarang tak kesepian lagi. ntar aku ganti lah nickname "pria-kesepian" yang sudah kuanugerahkan buat pemilik blog debukaki.

debukaki,perjalananmu masih panjang bukan? moga kau sampai ditempat yang hendak kau tujui.

embun pembasuh luka, "belum tau kasiyatnya, dah ngomel2 kuwalat lo"
turabul-aqdam said...
:)

ye..., namanya juga ikatan manusia. kapan-kapan bisa lepas kalo Yang Di Atas menentukan gitu.

kan kita cuma bisa berencana, berusaha, siap menerima, dan hehe.. mengklaim.

ya betul. perjalanan-tanpa-ujung ini emang masih panjang. thanks udah mengingatkan.
dewihujan said...
Udiiin...emang kamu tahu apa nih tentang Arif? Kasih tahu doooonk..! :-)
ikram said...
Eh eh baru lihat. Waw, romantis banget. Selamat yak.

:)
turabul-aqdam said...
To gilang: idih... udin aja dipercaya

To ikram: thanks... pal! sudah sampai mana skripsinya? the world's waiting for u.
udin said...
as far as I know, Arif used to be a good boy, a good mentor, ha2.
dewihujan said...
Oh, "used to be ya Din", bukan "is used to be?"
Anonymous said...
yach, thanks for the grammatical-order correction. I did not meet him phisically for along time. So that why, I used (to be) used to be. I just overhear his story from this blog. I think today you are the one who know him the best.

-Udin saja deh
dewihujan said...
Hehe..Udin..Udin...bukan salah grammarnya. Tapi trap question.
Maybe I know him better than you, but not the best.
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